True. 150Er actually not only destroyed my depression but threw me into a hypomanic that turned badly and i ended up hospitalized. Anything that takes away my depression seems to turn me manic. But i have mostly the euphoric kind until thy turn mixed so thy are pretty addicting.
Also when i have been hospitalized before for bad mixed episodes once thy treated me with meds the mixed lifted into euphoria. The pdoc at the hospital said because i was in a mixed as you treat it u can be left with the mania part. As the meds kicked in further i turned stable
Bipolar is so crazy!
However most dont go hypo/manic/mixed on seroquel so i didnt think that story would be helpful lol
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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