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Originally Posted by mimsies
I seem so cool and collected during the day, such that no one would know what I have been through. But when I sleep I can't control myself.
I can't help but keep thinking about how I have struggled and resisted purposefully inflicting self injury only so I end up still hurting myself in my sleep.
How can these monsters who pretended to be humans haunt my sleep? Why can't I seem to protect myself?I know I must be stronger than they because I survived everything they dished out, and I never became someone who victimizes others. How is it possible that they still hold the power when I close my eyes?
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You could not have worded this better! Lately I have been having similar experiences. Screaming, crying and giving myself injuries without realizing it, but knowing the dream. Dreams make you relive it. It is awful. As you say, we may be able to keep calm during the day but they get us when we are vulnerable
its like it never ends!