Everyone can see something is wrong . Before I thought no one liked me, until I realized that was not the problem. I think this is where my problem started ......... I was 3 years old and something happen to me that didnt allow me to see as a child did.... I knew everything my mom thought I didnt know... but I had no one to talk to as a child , not even ask if I have homework or how my day was ; don`t get me wrong my parents are amazing people. .... I grew up very quite never sharring anything and feeling lonely .. My brother cries when he remembers me as a child because he remembers how no one looked my way..My brother and I used to have an event where he would play basketball and I was a cheerleader no one ever came to watch me only him .. It got a little worse when I was five because my brother almost died of cancer " thank god today he is strong. And healthy. That lead me more into the shadows.....