Hi Y! I can relate to how you feel. I'm a gay trans guy, pre-everything. I know passing might happen easier for me than for an amab person, but there are aspects of my body that will never change.
But you will still be a beautiful woman. Beauty isn't what models or cover girls tell us is beautiful. How many cis women look like them? And without Photoshop and makeup? It took me a while to embrace this, but I'd much rather be an ugly guy than a woman looking like a model (I don't look like a model, but for the arguments' sake lets assume I did... [emoji14]).
I wish society didn't make it so hard for us by understanding that beauty comes in many forms, shapes, colors, sizes.
Hugs