Me too, I'm into these causes on fb and I feel paranoid when I go on. I'm just avoiding it, it just makes me anxious and paranoid....

I can't sleep again. And I'm feeling really anxious and scared. I'm gonna lower my AD and maybe increase the depakote. I see my pdoc soon. I know some people don't understand the messing with meds, but it's complicated. I was doing ok on the increased dose of celexa, idk what happened. But I hate this feeling....Just scared...and paranoid and feel really exposed...

I just realized something. It takes weeks for an increase in ads to work. I was doing ok bc it wasn't fully in my system. It looks like I'm not gonna be able to be on ads anymore. I just go into a mixed episode on them anymore. What am I gonna do about the depressions? I guess lamictal, but it takes months to get to a sufficient dose for depression bc they increase it extremely slow bc u can get a deadly rash on it. And it's not that great of an ad anyway. Oh this sucks...I hate this illness. And all these meds.

Sorry...venting.