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When I arrived home I did feel some sense coming back to me, I kept/keep flashing between then and now. like to pieces of paper coming unstuck, slowly.

I have to keep on my toes though, I have to keep saying to myself "its not real, its not happening, it did happen once upon a time and the fear you feel now, belongs to that time!"

A prisoner of our pasts, no more awful sentence! I don't know how much we eventually do recover, how well we do manage life today without being effected to much? I guess its a day at a time right now. As the wave of fear rises, I greet it. There is nothing else i can do.

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Mouse... I am so glad you posted today. ;-) and so glad that you shared this. You are making great progress and I know it is painful. I really can relate in my own way to what you are saying. Thanks for sharing.... bit by bit Mouse... bit by bit.