hi joshhay
some people find it difficult dealing with suicidal people. they feel powerless and this is fearful so it is easier to flee. your texts have not been approved for viewing yet so i cannot see them, but i believe you are a good person. you are just having difficulties coping in the world. you need coping tools. for your depression and ADHD. have you talked to your parents about your struggles to see if they will get you the necessary help? perhaps you can start with your school counselor if you find talking to your parents too difficult? any trusted adult is a good starting point. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome