I'm definitely in a phase in my life where I could use a little extra something:
unemployed and looking for work, still
longterm (and now long distance) relationship on the rocks
looking to relocate away from and cut out "toxic" family memebers
financially strained and scraping the bottom of the barrel
recovering from a knee surgery
intensely missing friends and the life I liked before
deaths of 2 family memebers and 3 friends the past 1.5 years
failing health of 2 more family members

I'm just sort of feeling pressed on all sides. I'm quite proud of myself for remaining stable this whole time! I've only had a couple panic attacks all year, I managed to not get addicted to the pain pills following surgery (although the thoughts were definitely there), I've not resorted to drinking, and I pulled out of the depressive episode earlier in the fall when I had intense suicidal thoughts and we increased my meds. I think I've been good despite everything.