NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO don't do it! My mother wanted a divorce, my father wanted to come and talk and work it out. He brought a gun, held it to her head, pulled the trigger, but it didn't fire. He put it to his head and it did. Called Russian Roulette. The part about him wanting to see you before he dies is bad!!! You have no way of knowing what he is thinking or planning. Please stay safe and stay away! Big hug.