Work was OK, much quieter than I am used to. Mostly the people seemed nice, but I had to fend for myself with hot drinks, wherever I've worked in the past there has always been some sort of rota and communal fund. Other than that it was tiring but I knew it would be. The bottom line is that I'm not ready for full time hours.

My mood is still joyless, I want something nice to distract me but I'm not up to actually making anything nice happen.