Yes but my last episode of mania w/delusions was NOT fun. My delusions and hallucinations were all negative. I thought the tv the newspaper were giving me signs as well but thy were persecutory. I thought the fbi was bugging my house. i thought i was going to jail that i had aids and was dying. I though a friend of mine that had died was really alive and had been in hiding and now i had to go in hiding. I saw hallucinations of the initials of a coworker on EVERYTHING. .rising up from cars ect and i was convinced she was behind my demise. The people on tv directly talking to me was the scariest as thy were all out to get me. Even jeopardy! The list goes on and on. No sleep no food
Yikes! The BEST the BEST momrnts of my life was when i got treatment and started getting better and realized none of it was real
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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