Hi,

Was wondering if anybody could help me?

From a young age I could never seen myself living past 21 years old. You know when something just doesn't feel like it is going to happen? I am currently 20 years old, just turned 20 infact.

I work as a training nurse in a Psychiatric intensive care unit for people suffering from Psychosis or other illnesses, that isn't the problem I think.

I have had many health scares such as an underlying cancer scare, my health can get bad sometimes with respiratory illnesses such as Bronchitis.

I have had many dreams of dying young, had dreams of locked doors, dreams of dead relatives and friends - I feel like I need peace in life and the best source of peace ironically is to be able to die.

There are sources of people predicting their deaths, could this be one of them?