Thank you all, dear friends. I appreciate you all and hope I can repay your kindness some day. I'm hanging on by a very frayed rope at the moment ... the cruelties, darkness, ugliness and hypocrisies in this world pierce my heart and soul and make me feel like dying.... but I won't (yet) After all, its what I'm used to, I was born into such a place and I haven't escaped emotionally or even physically. Maybe I will one day..... maybe we all will.....