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Old Jan 06, 2015, 11:46 PM
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I have had delusions, mostly Biblical/religious based. Some of them have been wonderful, like the time I was honestly (I thought) experiencing Heaven on earth; I don't know if a high can be higher than this high I experienced. Others (most others) have been terrifying, like when I believe that demons are trying to get me to commit suicide. I also have other types of delusions though, like fear that if I do such and such, than a particular person will find out and I will be ruined or sometimes even if this occurs then I will die. I often feel like a certain person is either out to get me or obsessed with me. I have believed that someone can read my mind and that I telepathically know what is going on with certain people (what's crazy about that last one is, when I am manic, I am usually right about people. I hope these make sense.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
Thanks for this!
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