Yes, I also am terrible with stress. I am now a 31 year old mom of 3 but my high school years were the roughest because of my illness. I had to drop out my sophomore year and be home schooled and then start my junior year in a new school that accepted students with all kinds of individual and special needs. They were very hard years both physically and mentally and I applaud you for getting where you are with such struggles. I agree with bipolartx, give yourself a break and take a break if you need one. Living with this illness is very tough and until you are stable, you will find your work overly difficult. College is VERY important but overdoing it is not worth sacrificing your mental health.