^ Thank you for the kind words. I spoke with the T for a few minutes when I called to make the appointment. He had a very gentle/caring voice and I got the impression that we will click.

I'm not worried about him pushing me too far during the first or even second session. I'm just very anxious about my own reaction if CSA is brought up at all. I don't know...it's just not something I've ever had to acknowledge to anyone. I don't usually even think about it. But for some reason, knowing that someone part of my current life will be aware that it happened is making me feel.....exposed, ashamed, and panicky.

Anyway, thank you for all the kind words.