I'm single because I had something good, but ended it. It was going to well. I was scared something was soon to go wrong, so I ended it before it could. I also needed change. It's also hard enough to keep myself happy, or try, how could I do that with someone else? He also could not understand any of my problems, so I couldn't really talk to him, so what seemed great, wasn't ready all that good deep down, even though outside looking in it appeared so. As for a new boyfriend, I'm not interested right now. No one wants to pursue a relationship with a crazy chick like me I guess. Or maybe that's what Ariel(me) tells herself. Plus, Not only am I bipolar, but I have EDNOS and often SI and self medicate with drugs, so I just have too much going on to try to keep a boyfriend. For some reason only guys that want one night stands want anything to do with me anything with me anyway. Maybe that's all I'm worth?