Bluegrey, my dog feels better but still have heavy breathing everyday and I'm afraid of him :c but I have no money for vet now, rest of my family don't care at all about him.. I survived but right now freaking out, feeling possessed, don't know if it's because of abusive father who yelled at me when I was a kid that im antichrist etc, or maybe something is rally haunting me, damn, i don't know eh

for now I have only pdoc, which I can't even call when I have bad times, have to wait till 10th to get a T (but probably will have for therapy month or so anyway), my friends in real life don't understand anxiety disorder ocd etc at all, so the only place that I can get it's in internet, so that's why I'm here