Haven't had a relationship for 25 years now. I am not looking for one (I have always felt too broken) and will always be alone and I am quite lonely. I feel like no one wanted me ever. I would have liked a soul mate but I attract creeps. I'm too eccentric to live with anyone, now. Too much time alone and if someone put the carrot peeler in a different place it would bug me. I am female and not once, not even for a second in my whole life, did I ever think I would have kids. So at least I haven't missed out on that. Thank gawd for my house bunnies who provide a bit of life around me.