I feel like I don't belong/fit in much of the time too. I feel like I belong, for the most part, when I'm at an AA meeting. I say for the most part because part of me still feels like if people there knew about my bipolar, they'd think less of me. The only times I feel completely accepted are here, with my husband and brother/his wife, two friends (who each are recovering alcoholics with a mental illness) and my therapist.