My head has been such a busy place the last few days-& had some bad nightmares. I'm pretty tired today but as we've been out doing some errands the last couple of days I have a lot of housework to do. Miss my daughter who visited for the holidays & my husband has shoulder surgery next week. I had to make myself get out of bed & wish I could crawl back under the covers. My stupid OCD crap has really been swirling around the last few days. Yesterday evening I was feeling very down & felt that familiar feel of depression tugging at me. I did some breathing meditation then sat quietly & looked around our living room-I looked at the photos of places I've been & artwork that I created & kept telling myself I will feel better again this will go away. It helped a bit-I'm trying to be mindful & replace negative thoughts with good ones but it's just so tiring to have this internal struggle going on most of the time. Sorry to ramble on-Big hugs to all who are struggling