Welcome Let it Go-this is a very supportive forum & I hope it will be of some help to you. As a nurse I can certainly relate to the knowing too much & not enough. I denied my symptoms until 2010 when I finally broke down & was honest with my Dr. I had a really terrible experience with that as she was an MD-I encourage you to get a pdoc referral as MDs don't understand psych meds & behavior the way a pdoc would-like if you had the flu you wouldn't call the pdoc for an antibiotic. I'm glad you are feeling somewhat better & wish you the best-take care.