Oh, petunia, I'm *just* considering it.

Whew, touching what I can only suspect to be there is scary to think about. However, I lived through getting the memory and putting it all together, so just maybe...

I do want it NOT to affect my life anymore. I feel when it does, parts of me are still being affected by those people.

Thank you so much.

Gem, I'll let you know what I decide. Thank you.

KD