i already told the therapist what i missed about the old one and all she said was "i know...sorry. but now you have me". ugh

the old one listened to me more and was more caring. and she would take me outside the building so we could talk instead of just sitting in her office. she would give me coffee from the employee kitchen and gave me my favorite types of candy sometimes. she also gave me a parting gift when she left - she let me pick 1 thing from her office to keep. something reasonable of course but yea she let me. and just a few other things.

i used to think she did that for everybody. i think the candy thing she prob did do for some other people but those other things - the more i thought about it afterwards - the more i realized that i dont really think she did all that other stuff for other people. i also may have been either the only one or one of the few that caused her the most trouble too. i mean i almost tried to choke her and said i was gonna kill her and she sent me to the hospital a few times. which dont get me wrong i hated that so much but it wasnt until 2 or 3 months before she left that i realized i really really like her.

and then out of the blue she said she was leaving and i only saw her 2 more times and then never again.