Oh God i am so overwhelmed. i have prayed, i have talked, i have yelled, i have typed, i don't know what else to do. the problem is there, i can't rid myself of it. i feel trapped so trapped. i want to set myself free, but the way to do so is wrong. i feel alone because no one can help me. i feel helpless because i have allowed myself to be pushed into this hell hole. i feel abandoned because no one is making this process any easier. Please Lord, here me, please forgive me for my sins and my trespasses please help me get past this hurdle. i know that u will not put me in any wrongful paths Lord, but i am losing my faith oh God i am losing my faith.