So we all have our triggers and circumstances where we're going to be the most upset and worried.
I think there are two categories which I am thinking of, so I'll ask and be specific on both!
1) What about yourself or what circumstances make you the most worried about rejection/abandonment (with friends or relationships or both)
2) What circumstances make you feel the most awkward?
Man I am having trouble working that. Anyway, I'm going to answer and hopefully my answer will help explain the question!
1) When I'm in a dating relationship, I get the most worried about rejection with a few very specific intimate acts. Not all, just a few certain things. When it comes up, I tend to flip and spend a good long chunk of time worried about it.
2) I have a really hard time doing anything that would be "celebrating" me, like my birthday or any sort of award or recognition. I can't do it because I can't handle people watching me and I am convinced it's fake and that I'm wasting their time, etc etc.
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