Im starting to feel even more (have had slight inclinations before) that the women on here are my mom spying on me...its like every time i read them talking about their daughters or pretty much anything i want to scream its you isnt it!! A part of me knows my mom isnt on here...she hates me why would she want to come on here asking for advice about me...but my paranoia is setting in...Another paranoid thought is that my boyfriend is sleeping with his mother..how i got this in my head i dont know..but i feel like they have a sexual relationship...i guess its because they are close.....but everytime he goes into his parents room its hours ....i know i know..his dad is in there too....i wonder if theyd all...no stop...i got to stop this thoughts...are these reasonable thoughts?? Is this paranoia ....where are these thoughts coming from. I feel very jealous towards his mother....like they spend time together...talking ...like what the heck do they talk about all that freaking time...its me who is supposed to have that with my boyfriend not his d*mn mother.....god thinking of her makes my blood boil and i wish she would leave...and never come back.....im a horrible person...but i cant stand it...i keep expecting to walk in on them ....and i know i wont...why do i have these ideas???????