I'm sorry your just beaten and battered from Bipolar... I've been around here for a long time now and honestly almost every person that finds PC is in a terrible state of mind and many are just resigned to accepting a horrible life. It's a terrible emotional place to be. I found PC feeling the same.

Will posting here help you ? Maybe yes Maybe no.. For me? I was relieved to know I wasn't alone in dealing with Bipolar, I have learned many ways to help live life while managing my unique Bipolar soup. I have made life long friends here that just "get it" I can be "me" here . The good the bad and the ugly. There's no judging.

Some people find that being on a support forum is triggering them and just making things worse, I hope that doesn't happen to you, I hope that your able to find support here.

Welcome to PC