i am sad most days, but there are happy times. I get so depressed sometimes and i dont know what triggers the depression. my meds help, mornings are the worse, night too after i take my clanozapam is pretty depressing too. i dont have a job., but did some volunteering for awhile. had to quit volunteering after 2 years as it made me depressed. Working with the elderly at the hospital. I also once volunteered at the cancer institute for a year.