Wow, NotTooShabby. You've really been through a lot. You are a strong person for carrying on in spite of all of that, and even taking time to help me. I completely understand about being creative and lazy. Terrible combination. Add loneliness to the mix, and life is a living hell.

From what you wrote, you seem like a pretty cool person. Creative. Talented with computers. Kind and compassionate. Don't deprive the people of this world of your company any longer; I'm sure there are plenty of people who would love a friend like you!

Also, btw, geeks and nerds are the best kind of people. I am a proud nerd!