I have been focusing on getting my calorie count up until school was out so i could do my best on finals etc. Today was the last day. Through that time i managed to gain around 5 lbs back...but today i haven't eaten anything. I drank like 5 glasses of iced tea though.
The thing that scares me is that i feel great. I feel accomplished and strong and the thought of food makes me nauseous. I baked my coworkers cookies today and had no desire to try any of them when normally i can't keep my hands off the cookie dough OR freshly baked cookies. Now they're nothing to me.
How bad is it that i feel this great at this point? There's a little voice in my head going "stop now before you're in too deep!" but there's something inside of me stomping that voice down. oh my.