Hi mittens, I'm sorry you're struggling so much
Rejection can be really painful. But rejection, anyone, anything doesn't need to define who you are/the importance of who you are/your feelings.
And sometimes rejection can even work in your favour you know, even if it doesn't feel like that at the time........sometimes rejection can give you that opportunity to eventually move on to even better things, or to find people who do understand/"get" you.
I know it's got to be hard to believe that might happen now, but give it some time, and talk to us about it if/when you're ready, hey??
We're here to try and help you through this.

Alison