I started vacuuming this morning, and like so many other mindless task, all of a sudden I recall two friends that I revealed I was BP to. I think it's been few months with one, and longer with the other. Only had two friends. Very best friend died. Do any of you, all of a sudden, think about some friends, you once had, and find the thought rather sour. I can think f*** O** but it still hurts thinking they now think you are mentally damage goods. Also I can think about some very stupid thinks I had done before being put on medications at age 61. When I revealed to one guy, he said he thought (or he & wife I'm sure & probably others) there could be some problem with my thinking.

Then I try to put them out of my mind by thinking about something else or doing something that takes my mind off it. As a result I decided to not reveal my BP to anyone else.