Hi Lucky_Wishbone

Thanks for sharing your thoughts and story. I think that you might be too hard on yourself. I think you are still young and it is actually quite normal to regress a little bit when we are still teenagers. Maybe you are being very critical of yourself. It sounds like your family may be too harsh on you. Maybe you could be gentle with yourself and know that you are learning new things everyday. I think you might be ahead of others as you say you are polite and understanding of others. You sound very responsible and serious about being a better person and for this you are high in my book. Look inside yourself and if you see a person always trying to be a better person then you are really a mature person and a gem. Cudos to you!