I hope you rethink your position, death is not the answer. i myself did try to kill myself a few times and i think it is not the right decision. being there and back is lot of work, but you can do it, there is hope as the saying goes where there is life there is hope. Right now i think i feel like you do right now, feel like giving it all up because im so depressed, but i know there is a light at the end of the tunnel i just cant see it yet. I am soo sad and depressed i need the help from others here too. That doesnt mean i want to end it all, its just a new beginning i need. I am so hurt depressed and sick of everything. please stick in there with me and know im sufferring too, we can suffer together, it will get better, there is no lower to go.