So tomorrow I have another job interview. I should be happy, right? Instead, I just wonder what reasons these people will find for rejecting me.

Yes, there's a back story of rejection, most recently being rejected to continue on in a job I've held for the past year as a full-time -- but okay if I stay on part-time for 40% of the per diem that a f/t makes. Whilst 3 other people WERE hired f/t.

And of course what seems like a lifetime of rejection, of not being good enough . . . and now I look at my face in the mirror and I don't have the youth and beauty that used to make men want to have me around . . .

I have a bad attitude, yes, but it honestly seems realistic not pessimistic.

Thanks for letting me whine.