as much as i hate how this county clinic treats me and takes advantage of me - idk if i want to go pay a 100 or even 75 dollar fee for a therapist who knows nothing about Schiz and belittles me and my past and diagnoses. at least this clinic hasnt ever belittle my diagnoses like outside therapists have. i had an outside therapist that laughed at me for telling her what past pdocs diagnosed me as and said the only thing i had a problem with was anger and stuff.

and when i went to the hospital and they diagnosed me with schizoaffective again i showed it to her and then shes like "ok well maybe you do have it. i dont know".

im so effin tired of therapists. but im trying hard to work it out with this current one