Not. Feeling. Well. My anxiety is through the roof. It's nearly a panic attack. I think I might have to up my dosage of Lexapro, but then I wont feel anything at all. This is going to suck. FML. I do not feel well at all. I can't stand this. All day has felt like this

I hate fighting mental illness while trying to support yourself. It just makes everything so f'ing hard and extra stressful.

I don't know how much longer I can go on like this.

I wish I had help. I feel so helpless about everything, especially about my future. I need a plan, and someone who knows how to help me make a plan to help me secure my future. Juggling all of life's storms and stresses is too much for me sometimes.

Life.