When things go right i get scared. Im used to things going horribly wrong so when two good things happen(getting approved for GAMC,and cell phone coming in the mail for my girlfriend) it just seems like the world will make sure today stinks. Then i think how and my sister is getting one final test today and the doctor wouldnt talk to her til this one was done. If the test comes back bad and she does have cancer my life is over. Why cant i try to keep positive? All the other stuff has gone right thats why. Heres hoping the other shoe doesnt drop and i have three good things happen today.