my ocd makes it hard because for me, doing things in General is...hard. I have a lack of motivation that makes simple tasks monumental. this makes my compulsions difficult to manage but they are definitely necessary for me to live comfortably. mine has to do with contamination on my bed and pajamas and I have a ritual but it takes a lot out of me, I still do it tough because if I don't I'll be in extreme distress. I'm kind of on a middle ground between seeing it as good and seeing it as bad.
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DX: bpd, ocd, gad, schizoaffective depressed type
RX: neurontin, valium, lithium, remeron, vraylar
past RX: geodon, risperdal, abilify, prozac, wellbutrin, baclofen, hydroxyzine, trazadone, zoloft, klonopin, cymbalta, latuda, loxapine, rexulti, seroquel, luvox, saphris
Dont get lost in your pain, know that one day your pain will become your cure ~ Rumi
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