I got desperate and I called his job, he picked up since he didn't recognize the number. He hurriedly said there's so much going on, and I asked why he can't just reply to me takes 5 seconds, and he said "I don't know", he said "I'll call you later, it wont be tonight, but tomorrow night". he said "right now im writing a to-do list of all this stuff I need to get done". I just said "okay goodbye". I wanted to say more, but I didn't know how.

So did he call me tonight? nope no call yet.

I spoke to his best friend who told me he would encourage him to message me, he told me he has been really weird, and quiet and just with his "head down" focusing on his business.

I feel incredibly hurt still because he can't take the time to talk to me. I would understand if this is someone I went on a few dates...but we've been together since April, and he calls often we talk often. I just want some closure. I don't know but this is driving me insane. He's not usually a withdrawn person.

Ahhh I just can't let go. There is no resolution for me.