Thanks... but no. I realized today I don't enjoy anything, or find anything amusing, when I laugh or smile it's because I know I should. I have nothing to laugh or smile about when I'm alone, except for slight amusement at various negatives/ironies... I really don't care about anything. Saw my counselor today, and I think she's afraid for me when I describe how entirely anhedonic I am. It's pretty obvious too, she told me a week ago that something changed and she's moving soon, so I have to find someone else. The expected response should be frustration, anger, hurt, "what's the use?", abandonment, something. But I have no response. I like her, think she's been a good counselor, but I feel entirely unaffected. I'll just go to campus counseling services, I simply shrug to the whole idea, or to any idea. I really am empty inside.

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Matthew 11:28
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.</font color=green> Sounds good...