Thank you The Skeezyks. Yes, I guess that that it is a huge step for us to gain out independence, but on some emotional level, I feel that our parents are constantly pulling our strings. Yesterday my mother asked me about my next step after this medical retraining that I am attending. In her voice I felt some creepy vibe, I felt hatred cause she knows my plans. She is unable to wish me a better life. The only thing she planed her kids for is to nurture her during her old age. It's like they've invested everything in us, every second of their free time, with a plan that we will give them back just the same. I could say that their financial control also have a big role. They have some savings, but they never planed to use it into our independence, but to make control over our future the way they want it.
That's why I have this creepy feeling that I must steal my independence from them.
Damn. When they were our age, they already had kids!?