45 min. walk to the bus line is quite a walk ..I don't blame you
Is there a way you would be able to drive if you wanted to ?
Is that even an option if you can take drivers ED ?
As you know having a car will give you more freedom to go where you want to go and not be so limited .

I think that is great your losing weight and I am sure it feels good inside and out , and your self steam will grow as well ...