I have a grocery delivery today and I'm very worried and anxious about whether it will go smoothly and well. It will be difficult putting things away and standing up and bending. I need trash taken out and I'm counting on the driver doing it for an extra tip. I'm very nervous.

Angelene, I can relate to how you feel about the appointment, I'm the exact same way, but worse. I have to start getting ready days in advance. For example, I can't pack my purse the day I go because I'll forget to bring things I need so I have to pack it in advance. It's things like that, many small things, that make it such a big production now. I wish I had my old self back. I could do everything. And my outfit, everything needs to be planned and done in advance of the day I go. Mainly because my back is too bad to stand up and do all the little things like look for clothes.