I have come to the realization that my life sucks...I hate what my life has become, stealing social interaction from forums and chat rooms because I can't leave the house when I want to....

my world has become so damn small, and any hope I had of broadening is now dashed...Mom couldn't possible help me pay for my Penn Foster Vet Tech course now...she had to spend all her money to save the dog's life...emergency surgery...I can't ask her for help now.

I'm also not allowed to take out loans....and I really don't know if grants work with a place like Penn Foster..... I guess the one glimmer of hope for any semblance of independence is now extinguished.

Maybe Walmart will hire me...they take anybody......I'd fit right in too...