I have not been active at all for the last few weeks or so. Food has been my only pleasure. Now I have these crazy ideas that if I purge, I could make room for more food!!!

I get upset when I am done eating. I wish I could continue enjoying a meal and keep myself occupied.

One of the things that really burns me is the fact that I don't earn a damned thing to help pay for the food I stuff my face with and think about puking up. This is insane.

This is getting sick. I must get out of the house. I know my isolation and inactivity is making things worse.

I have to get a job. I have to get crazy thoughts out of my head.

I hate people and I don't pay for food. Maybe I should start eating people.

Nuts, I tell you. Just nuts.