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Sounds like you are pretty connected to yourself tonight...

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Yeah I am, aren't I? I feel strangely strong right this moment. I am connected. I may or may not have been avoiding some other work in therapy tonite--I have to reflect some more. There was something I was avoiding--otherwise I would have been running in to see him like I usually do, but tonite I just didn't even feel like going. Maybe I was avoiding what happened!

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Were you all there or did you dissociate?

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Well.......I only checked out once for a second. T caught me and said, "where were you?" I honestly replied, "I don't know."

I will tell you that I felt physically sick during the session. I felt nauseous and then had a headache. I told T that my head was going to explode.

I don't think he didn't know what to do with me. But he needs to get in touch with his feminine a little bit He took the guy's side tooooooooo much tonight.