The thing I hate the most is that, when it comes to men vs women in dating I found that the man has to deal with all the trash-talk and rejections, the woman not having to do anything.

I prepare physically and prepare what to say and how to say it, I do research, just in the end so she can say a blunt "No". Then I review what I did wrong and try to improve, stress if I'm ugly or if I was too rude (which I'm not, I'm quite the opposite), hell is like a job.

I fell like a buffoon trying to please the almighty queen, which then she can throw to the dogs at her every whim.

Why can't it be like men are? Hell if some girl came to me and she was cute, even a 5, from my perspective I'll jump write in just for the experience of open conversation and sex. This is where the feeling of non-equality comes to me. It's like they are at a faar higher bargaining point then we are.

We're seen like we are the horny gruesome apes with no brains and obsessed with sex and they are those higher entities rising above our primitive plain of existence, unscathed, pure and all that crap.

The things I see many of my friends of mine do just fawning over women, is just discussing. Where is the pride of being equal ? Hell if you are the more beautiful sex you don't have to be a ***** about it, is just how men are born, uglier, and I'm not saying I'm ugly, I'm quite good looking and that's what drives me nuts. I have potential, but I'm not the way they expect men to be, vulgar, pushy, demanding, alpha-like, head-on without thinking. I usually hate these guys because I feel so mad that being respectful, humble of oneself, non-intrusive is seen as weakness, non-attractiveness, but hell that's the way I am, tried to change but can't, that's how was raised-built.

Let the women come to me for a change. I don't care to go and get my ego bashed to smithereens. Why do I have to prove that I'm better than I am? I believe in equality more than anything else (hence the energy conservation law). Let them make the first step, I don't care to go clown around like some stupid bird trying to impress the female. We are past that, but they seem not to be evolved that much from the reptilian brain it seems...