I didn't get into the university course I wanted which is the only course to get to my dream job... I've researched therapists and cannot believe how expensive they have become per session and can not afford to talk to go to one... I've resorted to cutting again and am so scared my parents see ... I feel full all the time and have been told to put on weight or my parents are gonna force feed me... I just feel sad all the time now and I feel like my life is falling apart!